so long since i last updated . yups so many things happen inclding the changes of the guys i like . sigh . one thing for sure . i am glad that the oc is out and done with . and i can now concentrate on my studies .. thinking of creating another blog. so .. that's all .

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going crazy >_< with [[love]] @ 11:18 PM

Finally, the drill com. is over.Yup .. glad of that .. Sigh but now i still have:
1)opening ceremony
2)syf
to take care of.. yup.. will be focusing veri hard on my studies.. trying not to slack.
*muackerz to my frends who stand by me.
I have been wondering. I wanted to be my real self.. I couldnt find it.
I have been acting not myself for too long, that somehow. i feel that i have lost my real self. Have been praying to God about this.

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going crazy >_< with [[love]] @ 5:47 PM

todae sport day ...school onli half day.. G.B got duty. hung out with g.b gals and thhe class. Was judging the whole thing. stupid ... such a crazy dae to hold a sport day ... was raining heavily for the next half of the day .. had to judge in the rain . haiz ... so tired. then went to rest at the David stand with stella seet,amanda and lyd and the guys. rain heavily so the interval was extended . we saw a " macho" guy in the rain holding umbrella... laughing and talking to xav,wc ,alvin and eugene .. Shesh ... Bob crazy . splash water at me .. still raining...was admiring the lightnings..
Seriously, the lightnings were beautiful. really nice.. the rain stopped . drizzle. the sport competition continued for a while before turning into a heavy shower. had to go and judge .. Bob nothing better to do . splash water at me again. Haiz.. the finals was over .. then ... prize giving. there were lightnings again...
Finally everything was over ... will tok more maybe later ... too tired ...

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going crazy >_< with [[love]] @ 8:23 PM

no hw todae . haha ... i so guai finish all my holidae hw . so boi liao .. haiz .
nothing much to write. just that todae extra tired from todae's drill practice. do a lot of format drills .. sigh .. have to endure .. wanted to give up .. but had to persever. Ms lim have such high expectation of us .. haix.

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going crazy >_< with [[love]] @ 10:33 PM

feeling very sian now ... just came back home .. didnt really enjoy my holidays ... now tml muz go back school .. sigh ...

"Day after day I'm feeling kind of lonely,
Day after day it's him and him only.
Something in his eyes
Made my hopes start to rise.
But he's in a world that doesn't include me.
Nothing he says will ever declude me.
I'll never win.
This is how it's always been.
I'm on the outside ... looking in. "

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going crazy >_< with [[love]] @ 11:08 PM

Congrates to the Pioneer Team !!!!

todae , the pioneer drill com .. went to the Nee Soon Camp so cool but damn hot. the 5 th coy pioneer team is like ... Wow .. totally amazing ... they are like so totally damn good .. man .. Sigh .. too bad didnt win the shield though .. The 2nd coy [ gelang medoist girls] won ...
But nvm ... at least we won a Gold ... so happy for the pioneer team... they work so hard for it ... now their hard work finally pay off...
Two more wks to the Senior team drill com ... feeling a little anxious now ... but i know we will be able to do it... we will work for it ... definitely ...
G.b roX !!!!

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going crazy >_< with [[love]] @ 9:09 PM

Didnt go maths remedia todae ... suppose to ... but , aniway. Have a rare family outing together [i really meant the whole family] ... It's is like [[once in a blue moon]] kinda thing...
of course i rather be wif my family than to be in school. It didnt actually matter. i can attend the remedia tml ... Aniway , my parents brought us to the Expo to see the BODY WORLD ... rather interesting ... saw many suai ge there ... haha ... not really grossed out ... was studying everything there ... saw some ang mo [very suai] guy ...
i guess holiday is ending soon ....
......YikeEEE ....
wat's wrong wif me ... still blogging here ...holidae hw still not done yet ... better log off now ...

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going crazy >_< with [[love]] @ 4:37 PM